Thursday, June 15, 2006
hey jyhling! haha guess you have finished your exams :)
anyway yeah i'm back in malaysia now, my suitcase packed on top of the cupboard, the forever 21 necklace hung with the rest of my necklace collection on my corkboard.haha you must be really enjoying your freedom now after exams :)
anyway regarding the blog...i was really really REALLY shocked that many of my classmates had linked this blog! I dont know if you mind or not.not one, but my classmates e.g.
- vera (www.--kisses.blogspot.com)
- lisyn(http://sugarsprinkle-syn.blogspot.com)
- chenxi (http://www.maestoso.blogspot.com)
- yuhan (http://hannie-bee.blogspot.com)
but personally i dont know why i dont really feel comfortable of the idea, like our personal conversations are being read....you know? and i dont really like the idea of being exposed to the world, esp with blogs of vera who enjoys massive readership. (haha vera please dont bllow up your ego if you ever read this)
haha actually now that i'm calling you more frequently, i wonder if there is the need for this blog to exist anymore. its kinda dormant, as in its really quiet, except for a random post or two. it feels like an overdue project that is forever ongoing to me....blogging... and since this is a shared blog,i feel very pai seh to post stuff only about myself. its like, here i am, talking to you as if you are just in front of me, but when i let off steam, i dont care a @#$% s@#$.....you know?
i guess its different. haha.
but i still miss you all the same. and ruth. and wenzhen.
;3:41 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
Gosh. I lost my thumbdrive. It has so much homework- not to mention files and photos of friends- and so much information inside. And yet- the procastinator in me waited until TODAY to look for my thumbrive which I couldn't find since last Thursday. Yeah sure- I was busy- but I could always spare 10 minutes, right?
No, the inner me said. I'm simply too lazy to walk up four storeys.
So when I came up, I waited at the door, my heart thumping, my andrenaline pumping, as I peered into the small box of clear glass. This computer technician very slowly walked towards me, scrutinizing my face, with a swagger and his eyebrows furrowed together."What are you here for?""Sorry. I lost my thumbrive....." I smiled apologetically, bitterly, uncertainly. "What brand?" "Imation." "What colour?" "Err....grey. Silver." "What size?""Uhmm...around this big."As I gestured my hadn to shoe the saize of a medium sized eraser. "No. I meant what is the size of files it could contain." "Ummm...I think its 125 .""There's only 128 MB.""Oh. I think its either 128 or 256 MB." I grinned, even more apologetically. I could feel his eyes rolling back in his mind.He checked a cupboard. Shook his head, with a sneer on his face. I was desperate, soI wondered if there were any Imation thumbdrives (There was two), but I was told not to see the thumbdrives. Even when I told him the names of some documents found in my folders, he reluctantly went to the computer to check, then stood up, his hadns folded, as he just shook his head.Puh lease! Its basic manners to reply vocally when someone is asking you something!Argh. I not only felt angry that my desperate plea was treated with such coldness and insesntiveness, I also got this vague hint that he is suspecting that I am trying to steal a thumbrive.Argh. Not to mention I got 27/50 for my Maths test. :(
;3:25 PM
Today I was reading the usual pen pal columns found in the magazine, Teens.Unlike most columns, they are divided into two categories- Male and Female. I wonder why.
ANyway, its alway fun to read the messages inside. These people always begin with " I want to make more friends/ widen my social circle"(Duh, thats why you pen a pen pal invitation).
I love Vera!
;12:45 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
err....sorry. I don't know what to say about this late post, as lately I had so much things on the schedule, plus my new laptop have yet to be sent to access the internet.still. not a valid excuse.sigh.sometimes I really hate myself, you know?i wish i can talk to you right now.but once I've decided to do so, someone looks for me/ I recieve an sms and I secretly fume as I dash off for something.its not that i hate my life. in fact, i love it.except for track of course.....I don't know. Everything in life seems not to be going very well, except for art. Track is very pressurizing lately as I don't understand why my fitness level is plopping down and I get more and more tired easily. for long distance, we are further divided into categories e.g. sec 1s, non x-country runners,x-country runners.bascially, its a division of the weakest to the strongest.well i'm in the x.country team. but it really sucks being the last /2nd last of the team of 6, and you know that your juniors are also capable of running faster than you, except they are not yet in the team. you try your very best, but when you are pitted against the top few, you're nothing comparable to them. its kinda depressing and makes one feel lousy.imagine seeing them 100m/200m in front of you, then gradually disappear into the horizon as your lactic catches up on you, threatening to eat away every inch of your determination. ok. stop self pity now! hmmm. anyway i've a chemistry test now, which i have yet to study, but i dont undertsand why am i blogging now. i guess its part of the work to maintain a friendship. when we were hhaving pccg (pastoral care and guidance- don't ask me) lesson, the teacher brought up%2
;9:37 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
chia ye hui. say come back 2 msia. nvr call me. how dare u~ den say i no credit 2 sms u. i got ar. waiting for u 2 sms me.. but u nvr sms me oso.. hmmph.
anywayz..
yea yea~
i was just... camwhoring.. as usual..
n den i found out..
I GOT DIMPLE!!!
wahahaha...
nice nice dimple..
i have i have..
how bout u? XP
hahahahaa.. can see mar?
nar~ show 2 u d..
wakakakaka..
i got dimpleeeee...~ XD
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
hmm.. i promised this long time ago right? haha.. here it goes.. a very long post. XP
on the 10th-12th i joined the Prefectorial Board in a somethin-like-motivation-camp-thingy-kind-of-camp..
er.
it was very fun.
it was very very very fun.
actually right..
it started getting VERY fun on the 2nd day.
haha..
1st day (after sku), i went home.. took a bath n blah blah blah den i went 2 sku at around 4.. den waited till around 5 (supposed 2 b 4.30 *grunts*) for the bus. it was raining that time ler. haha.. den went on bus that time nobody 2 sit with wor. sad hor. haaha..(all afternoon session de ppl except for yoke mun n yee shuain lar..) yea n den.. i was listenin 2 music n READING BOOKS. when suddenly i heard ppl mentioning somethin about the game mafia.. den i went to the back n played along oso. haha.. (but their mafia not so fun de use cards. haha.. don't reli like.) XP den i sat at the last row with lily, cristyn, su teng n shu han. haha.. den we started babbling.. n babbling. aiyor i tell u ar we reli kenot stop talking de. eesh. especially me n su teng. we kept crapping n crapping until I LOST MY VOICE. eesh. (lily thinks that me n suteng look like sisters btw.)
den at around 7 we reached.. n went in2 the dewan 2 get our jail-like t-shirt. haha.. den they gave us a little briefing n den we checked in2 our rooms.. mw n jh saved a bed for me at a chalet.. ^^ nice nice. haha.. dat chalet got a lot of pplo.. there caitlin n puraini; wen zhen, min hui, bin yun and norah; ruth, yeehooi, carmen n michelle; me, jie hui, minshiew, monwei, pyin nie n vidthiya. yea somethin like that lar. haha.. our chalet facing the sea de. very nce.. ^^
after dinner we gathered at dewan for group formation or somethin like that. but b4 we were separated in2 groups, that jurulatih guy asked all of us to keep our handsets n watches. den dey provided us with a pencil n a piece of paper, n asked us 2 draw our handphone/watches. haha. quite lame right. but.. ahha.. quite nice oso. XP.
after that then we were asked 2 look around the dewan for our names. the colour of paper used represent the colour of group we're in. i found my paper on the stage. ME BLUE! woohooo.. er.. den.. jia ming(team leader), michael, teejin, jie hui, yoke mun, eelyn, kah yan, li yang(or somethin like that), steve, chit yuen, caitlin, carmen, chern-i, weng yan, n some other form 2 n 3s i forgot. SORRY!!! will update on it soon.
haha, our team name is Çaisblú.. french word. means blue sky. not bad right. haha.. very.. dreamy. haha.. i like our flag n our warcry. damn chunted wei. haha..
2nd day we did a lot of stuffs..
we had 2 wake up EARLY IN THE MORNING(i dunno wat time lar. haha.. my brain wasn't really functioning. haha.) den go for a dumb marching thingy. yea. n den... we had 2 do so many marching thingys... we did until around 7 or 8 i think.. haha.. i saw the sunrise!!! it was sooooo niceeee~!!! *melts* haha.. the sky was blended with colours..it was just... awesome..
after breakfast we went for some dumb ceramah.. about pengurusan masa.. eh it was on for 1 1/2 hours okay~ damn gao sien..! n dat penceramah thinks that he is so interesting lar. he kept laughing at his own jokes ler.(reminds me of cik sherry. XP haha.)aikz. i tell u ar.. even TEACHERS were complaining ler. even THEY thought it was boring... nar. NOW do u believe me? haha..after a 15 minutes break, we were supposed 2 have another ceramah.. about conflict management.. but i think somebody complained to that guy about how boring the ceramah is.. so he gave everygroup a type of.. er.. way of leading(democracy n stuffs lar..) n asked us 2 make a sketch about it.. Çaisblú did something about charismatic.. charismatic means.. er.. like the leader got strong visions/ambitions.. n he will try to encourage his followers to go with his idea... he won't force u lar.. but he'll.. just.. guide u.. he'll prove 2 u why his idea is good, n will guide through examples on how certain tasks should be done.. haha.. somethin like that lar.. so jia ming divided us in2 3 group again.. 8 person in each.. den we did on different stuffs, each with the charismatic issue in it.. 1 was about baskin robin(choosing new flavours or something.. i think it was kaya durian. lol.) den there was 1 about family de..(tee jin jadi mummy de. haha..jie hui named his 'boutique' big mama's house. lol!).. den another 1 is about prefects de... i was in the prefects de.. so was jie hui, steve, chit yuen, weng yan, li yang,shin ni i think n a form 2 guy. ahha.. aikz.. we very blur lar. we were planning about gangsterism.. n den prefects help.. bla bla.. until the last few minutes onli we realised. the leader encourages FOLLOWERS to follow his idea. argh. haha.. even when we were going up the stage we were still planning on the new script ler.. but it turned out pretty cool i guess.. chit yuen was the narrator.. me n jie hui played the role of prefects(SCARY prefects. ahah).. steve was our ketua pengawas.. then the four other ppl were the students who broke the rule.. den.. er.. the scene was at perhimpunan. me n jie hui catched those 4 students.. haha.. den.. we sayed "hey you! come here" 2gether.. n den when they came.. we said "bags down! hands bhind~!" simultaneously as well... haha.. somemore quite fierce.. quite yeng ler.. wahahha.. *perasan*. anywayz.. den we did this continuos scolding thingy.. like.. i started off by pointing at the first person n saying "u! where's your collar badge" n den 2 the 2nd person "n you! tuck in your shirt!" followed immediately by jie hui's "u! why spike your hair! wash it now" or somethin.. and "n you! where r your socks?" den we started scolding n scolding n scolding.. den steve pulls us to the back n starts telling us stuffs. haha.. quite spontaneouslar. cuz didn't reli get 2 plan~ haha.. but.. it turned out quite well i guess.. XP wheee.. going perasan again.. wahahha..
anywayz, around 2 we went for obstacle course... it was fun~ haha.. our team got first in the timing thingy.. but sea rafting was even better~! we were asked 2 built a HUGE raft n had 2 use it 2 get to a pole n get it back 2 the shore.. it was REALLY fun.. we had great teamwork ler.. haha.. 24 ppl n one big raft.. n i will nvr forget steve splashing the water onto my face(accidentally lar. he's rowing rather hardly. lol.)... n carmen sitting right bhind me. haha..
oh oh!! we went for night drop at around 11.30~ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. i was sooo freaked out at first. excited, but freaked out. i kept thinking about *those* stuffs.. eesh. n den i calmed down a lil when i realise that i have my handphone with me.. i can sms.. haha.. n THEN they did it. they just HAD 2 be so evil 2 take our watches n handphones away from us. haha.. i was sooo afraid, jie hui, tee jin, n michael kept calming me down.. but it wasn't that bad lar. we weren't allowed 2 call names in the forest so we had nicknames. mine was.. er,. as usual, penguin. den jie hui was punky, tee jin was et, n michael was bean. haha.. den we were talking.. n talking.. n holding hands(at first, den jie hui got fed up with it. haha.) until suddenly i realised that michael was gone. jie hui was the next person 2 b dropped. followed by me. the chills came again~ den i told jie hui 2 tell me when they're dropping her. SHE SAID OKAY! den.. suddenly when i turn around.. jie hui is gone. i almost screamed when that pegawai told me to keep walking.. after a while i was dropped. they asked me 2 sit on a branch n they gave me a piece of test paper(haha i noe it's weird 2do a test in a forest lar.)... we were given 1 hour 2 do the test, but i'm VERY sure i had less time. mayb around 45 minutes onli. or even less. n o.. the mosquitoes were killing me! eeesh! very very very irritating. argh. but, i actually enjoyed looking around. it was nice.. scary, but nice. haha.. jie hui influenced me lar! ble. anywayz around 2 somethin or 3(i dunno,.. SOME PPL TOOK MY WATCH. hmmph.) we were taken out of the forest. whee... den go back sleep sleep.. they had fire rigids at i-dunno-wat-time, but i didn't feel well..(i lost my voice that time. very very uncomfortable. especially when i'm the very talkative kind of person. lol.), so they let me sleep. XP wahahahhaha,...
third day!! 9 o clock go flying fox!! haha.. the distance very short onli de.. so they gave us a task. we were given a sack of gulis. den we were asked 2 toss it in2 the hole of a tayar.. talk about impossible. n they told us that if we suceed, we got 2 points for our group, but if we fail, 1 mark will b deducted from the original score. eesh. we kena deduct 23 marks(carmen didn't play.) .... TEE JIN ALMOST MASUK LAR! it went in n then jumped back out! eesh!... i think onli a few of those lucky ppl suceeded. like leong wai kit. eesh. damn lucky. our group was the first 2 do.. so we finished first as well lar.. den while waiting for the other group 2 finish we played this game called caterpillar walk.. it's about teamwork..we'll form a straight line(hands on shoulders. can't let go.) n we get 2 toss the big dice.. odd number then go backwards, even number forward. we were lucky lar.. we kept going forward. we onli went backwards around.. 4-5 times. haha.. n even if we did went backwards, nobody complained, n it was really nice of them.. ^^ haha.. after that caisblu gathered around n played pepsi-cola!! haha.. so cute lar~! *(jie hui killed me. pfft.)*
after prize presentation (caisblu first. ^^), we went hme..
bus c.
haha..
talk again lor.
played mafia again lor.
XP
so fun..
hahaha..
me love prefect camp!
;3:53 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Aww...it must've been really painful :( Anyway that stupid idiot who pushed you down! SO gonna kill her. Haha. But just rest well, take care la. Wish you and your ankle a full and fast recovery@ HAPPY VALENTINES TO YOU TOO DARLING! Although it IS a little late..Oh well :) Oh man. I'm so hyper now because after hours of furious connecting-and-disconnecting, I finally managed to get online! Whee. Anyway what presents did you get? Haha bet you got a lot frm yr kai gor and kai zais and so many others that I've lost count ;) But I got a lot of ferrero rochers lo, Dunno because it is the classiest but most affordable chocolate, or it is the convinient wrapping, but I'm getting sick of it.So mean of me :p Actually I was also giving out cookies.I wanted to give you one too! They were pink mushrooms and love shapes put in a flowery transparent foil tied with a sweet little pink/white/purple ribbon. Haha d cookies were GOOD, although i didn bake it myself. :( but anyway, i give you an imaginary one, one sent through time, distance and space! (Background music: "My Heart Will Go On")
Say awwww!!! Hee. I also wanted to tell you about my really sweet LA (Language Arts= English+Lit) teacher of mine. She is so funky!! She is super humorous and encourages us to bring softtoys to school during her lessons!XD She uses words like "duh...","whatever"- full of attitude and personality-but yet never offends people, and uses really interesting methods to teach us! For example, we are all learning about poems now (YAWN!!!), like how you probe and analyse them..tone,tension,imagery.....you get the picture.But she gives us many changes of "scenery", bringing us to our air-con heritage room (which displays real artefacts and history of our sch- its 90 yr old), air-con meeting rooms, and air-con library! And we had such a fun time today sitting on the comic corner of our library, sitting on carpets and beanbags and playing with her cat softtoy filled with bubble beads(yes, HERS) i love her to bits.hahahahaha.she even complains that our notebooks are boring and asks us to paste pictures of celebrities! you know, she is just that kind of person which makes people feel good of themselves. hmmm i'll stop for now. update me on yr prefect camp! i'm sure you had loads of fun. and theres always nxt yr for mssd! jia you and all the best!! love ME!!!
;11:31 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
hey ye hui!!!
i was starting 2 wonder where r u. haha.. i missed u so so much!! XD
congrats n getting your logo chosen for the camp!!
^^
haha.. i just came back from a camp oso. prefect camp.
10th-12th feb... port dickson..
had a fabulous time der...
ahaha... but will update on it later...
YESTERDAY WAS VALENTINES DAY!!!
happy belated valentines my love!
hahaha!
i got gifts!!
wahahahhahahahahahah~! i'm flying now. haha.
hmm.. last monday, (13th = after camp. exhausted) i had 2 go run mssd merentas desa trials.. n.. er.. i sprained my ankle.(AGAIN)... den 2day was the real competition.. den starting that time... we were pushed to the last row. damn gek lar. after the gunshot me n my fren (yee jeat) tried moving upwards.. yealar.. we chased a lot d lar. haha.. den... we were the front few d de.. suddenly somebody pushed me sideways.. den I INJURED MY DAMN ANKLE AGAIN. then throughout the whole race i had 2 tahan.. n tahan... my position not good.
damn.
not happy.. >.<
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